Wrestling with salvation has been a weird thing for me, but it is what it is.
It’s been this constant feeling of peace and unrest.
There’s peace in the fact that I’ve been saved from the world and myself. And once I’m dead and gone, I’m not really dead and gone–I’ve just gone home.
There’s unrest in that the future is often uncertain–never knowing what life’s gonna throw my way. The decisions I’m going to have to face in the future are going to be very real. There’s no doubt about that.
Sorry for the recent string of less-than-light-hearted posts. It’s been a period of real introspection for me. It was partly inspired by the music I’ve been listening to as of late, the people I’ve met, and the events that life has throw my way. It was completely inspired by the Lord Jesus Christ.
[ image by Wouter Brandsma ]