Being loved by someone else can be painful.
Sometimes, I get angry at Him for loving me too much.
I don’t want Him to want me.
I want Him to give up on me so that I can finally stop hurting Him over and over and over again.
But He won’t go.
And my wretchedness will never stop.
I don’t deserve Him, and yet He insists that He’ll be there for me forever.
For thy Maker is thine husband;
the LORD of hosts is his name;
and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel;
The God of the whole earth shall he be called.Isaiah 54:6